Goals

Visiting during CNY always lead to parents talking bout their children's education. And they'll be discussing where their children will go next after graduating from this placeee. It's quite........ annoying, not really annoying. But to hear them comparing and to see the faces of the other relatives change when they were told that i'm going to this this, that that place, it's just..... plain -___- Plus i'm not like the other cousins who all went to JC, this makes me feel like i'm like one standard lower. They might think i'm not that smart afterall (might. not really but i don't know) and look down on me..... Maybe not really look down. They probably just don't think that girl is not as good as they expected anymore..

That thought saddens me but somehow motivates me to want to do a good job in the course i'll be taking! It sucks to feel like the worst among the cousins but i dont care. I'm going to do even better than what you expect i will achieve!!! I'm going to get good grades for myself, for God and for you to see. I'm not that worthless or crap or what. I CAN DO WELL IN THE THINGS IM GOOD IN. and i will show u my interest drives me further and higher AND it can definitely lead me to somewhere good. Plus poly doesn't mean end of university path. Wait and see. I'll become professional in this aspect and head for a stable career ahead.